at the speed of light

My view of the world is probably different from your view, because we are at different stages of our life, whether it is because of age, circumstances, etc.

But, hopefully, you will find something that will mean at least a little to you. maybe view life at a different angle.

you know what I think life IS? I see it as a world of complete blackness. We often only see the dark and evil side of life and humanity and forget the rainbow of colors that make up this black.

When we look at our life and predict its state decades later, we may feel like there is no sense of purpose, none at all. You may feel like life is just useless and we are meant for this big picture that does not really concern the individuals. Sometimes I look at my life and reflect, pondering the meaning of life. Hey, don’t stop yourself there, that is a good thing to ponder upon. For lack of better words, life would SUCK if one day you found yourself questioning the purpose of what you’ve been busily and blindly doing for the past twenty years. Before I sink in quick sand, I searched for my own answers, wondering exactly why we live.

Sure, the bigger picture is sometimes darkness, a place of no hope, no significance, and a place of possible suffering, and is always a path we can choose to walk. But what we don’t realize is the colors that make up the color black. These colors are the present; it’s each event that makes up our life. Then, we find out that the color black isn’t really one color, but it’s many beautiful and shining colors mixed together.

There isn’t really anything else to say about life. It’s really only about the now. Sure plan into the future, but don’t let it consume you. Let go and just LIVE in the present. Don’t be afraid to mess up in the future. Instead, focus on how not to mess up right now.

it’s SO CLICHED  to tell people to live in the present and enjoy life, but haven’t you ever tried it to really feel how that’s like? Just free yourself of past worries and future fears and live in the present and do what you have to do, only letting those fears and worries concern your present actions (meaning, ACT!). This can even get rid of your procrastination.

Focus on the present! Only when the present is done right can the future be bright.


as a thank you

you are Stubborn, Defensive, Negative.



Thank You for cooking a great and thoughtful breakfast every morning,

even though i eat less than half


Thank You for packing lunch for me early every morning,

even though you slept really late the other night


Thank You for telling me that my health is more important than the need to take advanced classes,

even though i know you want me to do really well in school


and last of all,

Thank You for dealing with the teenager who is even more stubborn, defensive, and temperamental than you.



– life is great with you. from the bottom of my heart.



somewhere wonderful, in wonderland.

all of my friends have depended on you, all of my loved ones

now you turn your back on us and now you want to seperate from us.

we love you and we have faith in you.

because you are human, your emotions are coming back will resurrect you.

have hope, because we can always be better.

we are individuals hoping for reconciliations.

i want every single one of us to be able to thank you for a better standing.

driving into the ground is not the only way to go.  you can always turn left, right, or even go straight.


we were always meant to go somewhere nice, somewhere over the rainbow, to be healed.

I’m not saying finding happiness is easy, but those who truly want it will find it. It’s right in front of your eyes, but is that what you choose to see?



logic is the gift of humans.

story: So, there is this huge drama going on right now in a particular country’s particular industry. This is a fact and it is perfectly normal to not know what I am talking about, because this situation seems very obscure to people not interested in such a subject. This whole drama is centered on a 20’s something man. Recently, people dug out his use of foul language on a past internet post against the country from which the people who were angry. These angry people asked this man, this young man, to commit suicide. Unbelievable. Just because he casually stated on a site that he “hated” that country as a young teenager in hardship, the people wanted him to commit suicide.

This mass of emotions is so based on emotions that all logic seems to have vanished like thin air. We, as humans, are different from animals in that we know how to use logic. We’ve accomplished the use of mathematics, the applications of science, and so much more using logic.

Oh, and during Hitler’s regime (yes, I am going to use the Hitler example), did his followers think logically or purely emotionally?

for you: Emotions are good. They are healthy, but our animal instincts to attack, survive, and not control ourselves in the mist of emotions will completely dominate us in that our advantage and positivity as humans will be all gone. A little logic and calmness can go a long way. Let’s do rational things…and maybe have a little fun getting lost in our emotions once in a while, when it can do no harm.



Goofiness is a talent ( that everyone is born with).

Let it out. It will behave. You have my word.



practicing faith.

There are some things I want to change about the world, but I can’t. There seems to be no way to make those changes and amends. But what I discovered is this:

Having good faith brings you the closest to that final destination.

it’s the closest you can get.